I've realied people don't read journals much. Me neither ahhahhaaa.

Well anyways... I have this shaky-unstable internet providing now, though it can dissappear at anytime if my dear mother decides so...

I'm friggin 18 years old, and my mom still keeps bossing me around. OH JOY. I do live in her house, so that is the main reason...

What I was gonna say really, was, that I should start updating here again. My tablet doesn't want to work, but I guess I'll have to train on colouring without a pen.

And, since it seems to be a trend spreading all over Deviantart, I decided to start drawing on a theme collection too... not the one most people do though, since it has too many restrictions listed on the homepage of the list.

My list is a list collected for me, from many different theme communities and pages.

1. blue
2. black
3. white
4. friends
5. lovers
6. touch
7. moon
8. heart
9. drink
10. summer
11. winter
12. snow
13. lightening
14. home
15. birthday
16. christmas
17. new year
18. restaurant
19. dreams
20. true love
21. heart break
22. music
23. library
24. midnight
25. pets
26. vacation
27. alone
28. teasing
29. arousals
30. missing you
31. memories
32. rain
33. wild
34. bittersweet
35. "What was that for?"
36. sacrifice
37. forever ours
38. lost
39. words of the heart
40. reaching
41. release
42. begging
43. can't deny it
44. lyrics
45. secret art
46. "Wait a minute!"
47. dry your tears
48. desolation
49. school uniforms
50. seven deadly sins
51. fortune
52. "Why me...?"
53. sensations
54. mail
55. walk out
56. realization
57. games
58. cloud 9
59. déjà-vu
60. "Say something!"
61. protection
62. hidden among us
63. beginnings
64. ends
65. years
66. red
67. colourless
68. family
69. enemies
70. teammates
71. sunrise
72. sunset
73. too much
74. not enough
75. sound
76. shapes
77. earth
78. air
79. food
80. broken
81. light
82. dark
83. Why?
84. life
85. work
86. sports
87. dance club
88. siblings
89. loyalty
90. depression
91. first encounters
92. rejection
93. too late
94. secrets
95. mischief
96. reunion
97. introspection
98. "If only..."
99. private stash
100. my happy ending


AUGH some of these are damn difficult.